down.

feeling so down.
down down down.

so tired.

flushed.

i cant think with this splitting headache.


you just cant spare me any time.


llwei~

28Sept08 I dreamt

I had a dream last night.

So real.

I can feel it.

I touched it,

I could feel it move.

 

I was so happie,

Even though there wasn't any logic within.

 

When its gone,

I cried.

It was real tears I realized.

 

Then came real anger.

Reminded me of forgotten past

How irritating.

when dreams like to make random stuff happen...

 

llwei~

25Sept 08 Love yourself

I’ve realized….
The importance and the need to love yourself…
Love yourself, more than any other people.
Only then, will you be happie with the amount of love u’ve received.
Only then will you feel that your expectations are being met.

Never have I thought like this before.
I should be loving everyone ard me. Everyone.
To be able to shower another with love and care; I thought it was a bliss thing to do.

But I’ve realized,
To give doesn’t mean that you can ask to receive.
How much should I give,
how long should I wait to receive?
It’s a terrible experience to have to deal with disappointments.
Disappointments that you know is inevitable,
Disappointments that you know you have to bear.
Disappointments that you wish to drive away.

It hurts,
When someone you care doesn’t let you linger in his/her thoughts.
It truly shows that someone care,
If you exist in the conscious and subconscious mind.
Breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Morning, afternoon, night.

Where’s my coffee?
I'll buy it for myself~


i'm not being petty~ muackx


llwei~

18sept2008 everyday i love u~

i dunnoe but i believe
that some things are meant to be
and that you make a better me
everyday i love you

i never thought that dreams came true
but you shown me that they do
and i know that i learn something new,
everyday i love you

cos i believe that destiny
is out of our control
and you never live
until you love with your heart and soul....

this song.
same song
lets my emotions out.

i put in my heart and soul.
i put in my tears and smiles.
i hope it yield something new.
different.
different from.

hoping is not realistic.
why not try to make sure it happens?

the many do nots
i'm trying
not to step on them.

this was my hard work.
not done in a few mins but hours.

just a few words.
but it means alot.


just to hear you
its makes my day....



llwei~

4sept2008 learn gal.

Get a hang on yourself.

You have to learn to let some things go.

Don't end up gasping for breathe. Like just now.

I will.

I can.

Aiya.

 

llwei~

每天張開眼睛第一件事就是想你
空氣有草莓的香氣
每天幻想柳橙色的為倆蓋在草地
讓我們發明最美的約定