found it!

have been searching HIGH and LOW for this song. this is another of the song which made me have 'the feeling'.
the feeling = first time i hear them i'll feel, not bad. then will miss hearing it for a long time then suddenly one fine night before i sleep i'll hear it again. this happens to the last few songs i posted. hahah its call FATE.

finally i found 'you'. heehee.

蔡旻佑-- 我可以 (转角*遇到爱--主题曲or 插曲)

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
蔡旻佑-我可以



llwei~

30march 2007 hate mugging

some things comes and goes FAST.i know that and letting go is the way to live life=) no more sadness... smile and find joy in everything! make jokes from anything!thats not LAMENESS... its call satisfying one's emotional needs. HAHA funny.

i like the way now life is. i hope things stays the same of cos with improvements it'll be uberr better. =)


the time to MUG has really really come. and i'm so reluctant to mug seriously.... last day of school today and i was silly enough to think that i will have no IE later! she's one INTERESTING teacher...one more lesson after all PRESENTATION. wow special arrangement... gonna go for dinner later! yum yum ms clarity! yay...lets enjoy before the boring mugging. wait for photos!

anws i think i shld take a pic with my DARLING IE prof later hoohoo....she's so special.here's one with BURKHARD. my BGS PROF. greatest person! love him to bits.

28march 2007 baNaNa cAki

woke up today and saw the bunch of bananas on the kitchen table. so naturally i felt like having banana Caki and so.. i made one right away. jus some random improptu things that i do sometimes. done in an hour's time and pop it into the oven. bUT i just know something was wrong with this cake i made so fast.... turns out that its not soft enough....sianzzz. not enough banAna too. here's the end product.

































the missing piece? ha in my stomach. hoohoo~

i'm bring some to school for BGS meeting ha. hopes the review wont be that bad from the goumets.


llwei~

25march2007 it was still as FUN

received a sms fm winson to replace him for ihub on sat! i was shocked and reluctant to help since it has been 3 long months since i last worked. ask me any qns regading the phones and i'll just flash my sweet smile and say 'pls give me a min while i chaeck it out for you'. HAHA. however, though indecisive ,i finally agreed.

so back i went yesterday. back to IHUB. back to the arms of my collegues! and it was FUN. there wasnt a huge change in the staff.so out of all of the people there, there's only say 2 person i do not know? and they're not OUR staff, just the stock pple. so NVM. =)

the next door starhub shop pple whom i know are still there too! and they were SHOCKED to see me back. haha nice pple. so we continued to communicate through the glass panel that seperate the 2 shops and it was still as interesting and amusing as before. like a mime since we cant hear each other.


went for lunch with SAM SAM and TRAVIS AND HANs. hahah am i a big-shot or a big-shot? ha. having lunch with BOTH in-charge ok!they seldom do that but FOR ME they did heeheeheee *blush* love these 2 'fathers'.


i was tired workin. but not a moment did i regret goin back yesterday. reminds me of the great amt of fun and jokes we had previously. reminds me of all the people closely-related or not and all who has crossed my path when i worked there last year. i still remember each and everyone of them. i guess some things will not fade away from my memorises. i thank whoever, who bestowed the experience and fun times to me.

i love it when customers thank me, i love it when they return a pleasant smile, i love it when they are good nice customers.

most of it, i love the photostating machine there the most yesterday. copyrights? no way. =)



llwei~

22march 2007 beaUtifuL

woke up damn early today to send sis off on her US trip. so nice.

on my way to the airport, saw the most beautiful and amazing scenery of the sun. it was so bright..the whole sky was clear ...it was an entirely orange sky. it is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life. magnificent view i could say.

wanted so much to take down the image. but too bad i din bring my phone!

want to see it again. drive to the airport at ard 7am. worth the trip!


llwei~

18march 2007 WHY?

today's SUNDAY and i do not need to go back to school for any sorta meeting! hurray.

was talking to my squashie seniors yesterday during lunch. they asked: "what's ur criteria for a boyfriend?". shocking cos since when was the conversation on me! we were intently discussing my COACH's lovelife! anws i was pressurized to ans cos my coach is not goin to let the topic gets diverted away.

i said, i want to get a guy who loves me more then i do.
interesting, all of them said. WHY WHY WHY?
they started shooting questions.

"you mean that so that u can bear to leave him but he cant bear to leave you?" NO
"you mean u will not give in much in terms of commitment?" Definitely NOT true
"..."

i was quite stunted when they asked WHY. i mean isnt it natural for a gal to want someone who loves her ALOT ALOT? hahaha why does there need to be a reason for that.
Anws i couldnt really ans the WHY @ that time.

been thinking.
because i want my first relationship to be the last.because i want it to be a really long and lasting one.because i will expect alot (i mean ALOT) haha.because i will put in 101%, he will need to put in say 120% to be on par!because i need to feel really LOVED i guess. =)

i like the test on sincerity.you'll pass it with patience and less haste.
i like the test on reactivity. you'll pass when you react well and fast to my cravings! yum.
i like the test on character. you'll pass if you can bear with my interesting habits =)



llwei~

16march 2007 midnight session.

wow guess what, i camped in school till 430am amd reached home @ 5+am. great.

am really tired now. practically aching all over but still i'm quite happy tha we gt started FINALLY on making the index for the countries and we're almost 60+% done.

hope we get on fine and sorry guys if i behaved badly yesterday in some way or another? cos a tired person can think properly.=)

weekend is here. i want to do what i wanna do and eat. probably. maybe. yum.

got a conclusion from yesterday midnight session.

BOYFRIENDS are meant to be the listening ear for girlfriends' complaints.
Boyfriends should be sweet enough to get STARBUCKS coffee for their gf and her mates when they're struggling to stay focus but CRAVING for a STARBUCKS.
The honeymoon period is suppose to be the 'tyran' period for gfs. dun let him order u ard!!
a sweet like anything bf is a good O precious bf.

anws here's a photo during the meeting.

with yola and starbucks we bought for ourselves.
my fav car. its YELLOW too. orange will be nice too~
the parking lot.


















llwei~

13 March 2007 prepare ur sleeping bags.

i'm tired. just came back from a meeting! BGS that is.

we arnt very productive.i hope we'll become more productive soon.
pushing it to 'work from home' is not very useful gals. cos we do not have the discipline to finish it. admit it even if we hate to. we're behind schedule. and the many other assignments due are not helping much.
so i think we gonna work harder. focus people.
cross my fingers that we dont start yet another debate during the next meeting =)

anws i received a mail from the fiance dept calling me to pay $$. crap. din i apply for CPF or giro payment. mayb i din. but i tot i did.

confusing... hope i dun get terminated from school haha. bye bye SMU then.


llwei~

10march2007 幸福

i feel haapy. do you.
i'm ready, are you? haha.

i like squash.
i like this and i like that.
i like i like i like.

nonsensical rites? i know.
i just want YOU, you and You to know that i'm happy.
yes YOU.


llwei~

9march2007 maybe yes?

saying is so much easier then actually doin it.
i thought i could handle this well.
i thought i was. apparently i'm not .

looking back @ how i've been behaving toward __, i think 've been trying to avoid.
AVOID.

why? frankly speaking, i think i'm scare. how should i be feeling anws?

thats not good. @ the end of the day (NOW, after 6 mnths),
it leaves me as clueless as I started out to be.

mayb things can work out. maybe not.maybe yes. maybe no.

i hope for a mirror to reflect the future.


llwei~

07March 2007 time gives me space to think

i've been pondering.....thinking really really hard.

why do i have so much free time as compared to all my friends? many times a week, i can go home straight after school... watch tv when i reached home and pace in and out. no worries, i have nothing urgent that i have not yet done. WEIRD. i seriously dont understand. nvms i think i'll get wack if my friends sees this haha.

i have been staring out in space during my journey home. most of the time.what was i thinking about? i cant say haha. just afraid that i'll make a wrong decision that might hurt 2 person. this is seriously a daunting matter.


anws my mum went missing just now. i was so worried that i almost cried. call me a pessimist or anything, but i did thought that she gt involved in some accident or something (big FAT CHOY!!!). i was just sitting near the window, staring out at the lift area. my handphone was in my hands. she left her workplace at 3+, and she was not back @ 630. i called her workplace, i called my granny hse. the ans was no.
PHEW.
thoughts race through me and for one minute, i was really scare. so scare that i will have to live in this dark quiet hse(cos we din switch on the lights; my mum is the one who also switches on the lights near evening) without her.
i felt regretful,
i thought of the last words i said to her.
i thought of the words i wanted to say to her...

haha...emo ya. i'm not being the drama-mama here. its heart felt thoughts for yesterday i thought i will not wake up alive to see anyone.

serious. so i'm glad i'm still kicking alive now and i want to appreciate everyone ard me.

+ernnie, stop mia-ing
+QX stop appearing offline
+md continue taking more pics!

sometimes isnt it nice to just stop what you are doing and look at the people around you? i cant imagine my life without them. i'm thankful.
i wonder if one day i was to die suddenly, who will be there crying?


llwei~

tears that couldnt be seen.

he was laughing most of the time. but i thought i saw him as a drained, tired, lone figure fighting hard in this war.

i hear laughter from him, but i thought i saw his lips twitch. i thought i saw him hurrily wipe away his tears.

his sorrow couldnt be shown because he needs to fight on. he is trying really hard i can see. laughing is the best way to hide his sorrow.

i could feel his heartache. i really do.
i could see his fatigue. i really do.
i could sense his helplessness. his silence scream for somebody to give him a helping hand. i would if i could. i really do.


this is one time i really see the wonderful unconditioned love of a great parent.

get well soon.i pray.

llwei~

3march2007 its kat's bdae!

YES NO MAYBE IDon'tknow CanYouRepeatTheQuestion? haha happie bdae Kat!
had fun! kat held her partieeee @ the school frujch. Nice cos we decorated the place till uber nice. lited candles (although hanyi almost set the school on fire), well presented foodstuff, polariods on the message board with all our well wishes...

besides alcohol, there's more alcohol. besides that there's Vodka, tequila, heineken beer, champagne.... wow wow wow. my fav drink? margarita. low alcohol content and absolutely refreshing with the tint of lemon taste. *cheers*
cranberry volka and baileys with lotsa whip cream is not really my cup of 'alcohol' Haha. nor is the tequila shot. i din even drink it. the strong smell drove me away. =)

i'm not an alcoholic. YOLA and yanmei is hahha. i drank more cranberry juice with lemon. very very nice! my own creation ya. way see lurves it. thank you for the applauds. *curtsey*

enjoy the photos! i'm drunk. yes abit drunk.but i can still walk in a straight line ok. woohoo~

CCC love you. taste good.

well well well hahah feeling a sense of accomplishment now. because i've wrote my part for TWC report. though not alot but its not my fault cos my part has nothing much to write on des. hurray. more time for other things tommorz.

anws had fun just now with CCC gang. as usual. crap and more crap =) see you guys nEXT WEEK!!

some photos~

2March2007 i'm telling u i'm happy

its March les!! OOOoooOoo so fast, which means the term is comin to an end real soon...what have i accomplish? aha hmmm....a minute of silence comtemplation...

NOTHING. serious. dun really feel that i've learnt anything much from school.

Anw, guess what, i just woke up to STUDY. so fun. so fun. so fun.

trying to 苦中作乐 here ok. AH PEK SAYS de.
hmmm... BUT still not very 快乐 though.

ernnie!!!! and CCC make the gathering later a superb one! then i'll be jolly dolly happie *wide grinz*


llwei~