26april2008 明天不要来

不要那么好
害怕如果失去

不要那么好
害怕那是负担

不要那么好
害怕变依赖

不要那么好
害怕太想念

一个星期
怕宛如一个世纪
好久好久

对不起，
又让你担心了

珍惜你，
所以我会好好的。


蔚

22april2008 一起幸福。

要幸福。
换换自己的观点，立场，
看看处在的情况，
好幸福。

天天的。
我会挂念
我会思念
我会想念

会不会很难过呀？？！


嗯。。。。
我们要一起幸福哦



蔚~

14april2008

hate the exam craze.
hate the mugging.
hate the breathlessness.

stop writing. stop reading.
just look at me.


i should try to be more independent.
i should.
you might get tired one day.
you might.

what will i end up with then?



llwei~

05april2008

craving for 酸酸酸酸酸酸的 bo hua guo...
lazy lazy lazy
tired tired tired
~pukish~



llwei~

04april2008 12.48am

you did not.
hoping doesnt get you anywhere.
dont cross your fingers,
show it with actions.
even an attempt to try makes things better
it becomes more beliveable sometimes.

my phone is flat.
DND.


llwei~

1april2008 thinking...

its hard to understand yourself sometimes.
its hard to comprehend what you want
its hard to comprehend why you want
its hard to comprehend how things or feelings turn out a certain way that it did

sometimes i question myself...
most of the time actually.

can i ignore?
how much uncertainty.
how much trust.
how much expectation.
can i place in myself?

when the stress sets in,
the headache gets more splitting.
the mood gets more heavy.
the expectations higher.
the dissatisfaction greater.

when things are different,
can i adapt? can i afford to lose?

what's wrong with me?!?
i think, i need to,
wake up to the imperfect world.

forgive me for my selfishness.
forgive me for my childishness.
forgive me for my greediness.

i am imperfect.


thinking......wondering.....asking.....
crystal ball crystal ball.
what does the future behold?


llwei~