Tuesday, April 1, 2008

1april2008 thinking...

its hard to understand yourself sometimes.
its hard to comprehend what you want
its hard to comprehend why you want
its hard to comprehend how things or feelings turn out a certain way that it did

sometimes i question myself...
most of the time actually.

can i ignore?
how much uncertainty.
how much trust.
how much expectation.
can i place in myself?

when the stress sets in,
the headache gets more splitting.
the mood gets more heavy.
the expectations higher.
the dissatisfaction greater.

when things are different,
can i adapt? can i afford to lose?

what's wrong with me?!?
i think, i need to,
wake up to the imperfect world.

forgive me for my selfishness.
forgive me for my childishness.
forgive me for my greediness.

i am imperfect.


thinking......wondering.....asking.....
crystal ball crystal ball.
what does the future behold?


llwei~

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