09 Feb 07 my first official post

my first official post ahem~
feeling really tired now. perhaps its the gymming just now or perhaps its just the denial to study for statistic test tommorz. hais . have this feeling of dread inside me... its so contradictory kinda feeling...its like 'i have studied stats before so i shld be able to handle it" but on the other hand, its also like ' i think there are some things i dont know, must study' haiyo! anws forget that for now rest first =) cos there's still enough time to study for it later or tommorz yippie~

now, the first official post must be a good one ya....where i share my most most most inner feelings rites aha! so here goes some of my thoughts this few days...

have been hearing and thus thinking about relationship problems recently. tears are weeped over broken relationships, minds troubled over how and why things din work out.what is it about relationship anws? i've been asking myself these qns-s...
when u go into a relationship, what exactly are u looking for? companionship? or izzit the someone to spend the rest of your life with? if thats the case should the someone be one who is smart ( so that u know that ur future with him will have no fears of being poor) or have chemistry ( isnt that what loving someone is?) or is really of nice character and treats u really well ( blessed with someone who will take gd care and love u more then u love him) ...?
gals are seriously greedy creatures i guess...the bestest of all is of course to have all of this factors in ' THE MAN' however, what are the chances of that! so if you were to choose, which factors would you consider when considering a guy? gals gals ans me soon ya =)

i have this fren who has been in a 4 yr relationship with her bf. but being fm a traditional chinese thinking family, the family of the guy do not approve of her because of various reasons. despite that, the lovebirds still held on and till now are still madly in love with each other. my question to her is of course; ' do you think u will have a future with him?' since the family will definitely posed as a big problem in the later days what more my fren will have to live with her in-laws. she simply answered; ' actually, we're not thinking abt marriage yet.. its too complicated a thing that needs so much thought.' she is aware of the future and is unsure. so what is pushing her forward in this relationship? --> companionship of her bf of which she immersely enjoys...

i shldnt be saying that they shld give their relation serious thought but frankly speaking, y waste your time when u know that the future is bleak? i guess i am the realistic one. are you? hopes that she will have an happy ending my friend. or make a decision soon.... a heartbroken heart is one too many to heal...

llwEi~