who?

many a times i wonder....

what will happen if i disappear from the face of the earth one fine day?

who will realise that i am gone,

who will remember me in their hearts forever...


I am very imaginative.

When traveling on the train, i ask myself who will i leave my last sms to if the train crash. I ask what will i say to the person. I ask as tears swell up in my eyes.

Silly. Stop watching too much drama. Stop being a crybaby.

My tear glands are so active, i feel sad so easily.

Thats not the cheery liwei everyone knows. Who am i?


Who am i living for? Who's shadow am i living in?

Will i get lost? Will i ever fall and not get up?

Rely on urself he said. I knows. But i just cant bear to walk anywhere alone...


I'm scare of collapsing one day somewhere, someday...
in a place where nobody knows who i am.
Who will call to inform my family and friends?
Who will help me preserve my memories?
Who will guide me on my way?
How can i record every word that i want to say to everyone?
How can i tell them?

Someday sometime some moment.

Hold me tight, for i'm scare to live this beautiful world one day.



Oh Crap.
Just live each day as it is.




llwei~