void of emotions

void of emotions
not angry, not sad, not happie.
there are moments in your life when your mind is just
plain blank.
nothing crosses your mind, nothing feels important
you dont feel yourself to be alive as a human and breathing.

i know i just pissed you off again.
i knows it fully well.
the mouth just couldnt open.
the eyes just couldnt shine.
sorry and i mean it.
it must hurt, cos i'm feeling it now.

void of emotions
i dont know why.
i dont know what.
i dont know how.
i dont know anything

what matters. what matters not?

void of emotions
it doesnt feel right.
somewhere.
no where.
whatever.
maybe its just today.
how come?

i actually dun get what i'm talking about on the above too.
so dun bother to decipher the meaning.

i'm lost too.
lost somewhere,
out there.
it happens rite?
when things get distant.
when things are no longer within ur control.
nothing could change anything.


i'm tired.
quite actually.
sweet dreams
the moon is so round today. shiny down on me.
it looks fake. like a yellow piece of paper pasted amidst the dark sky.
its seems to be watching me.
maybe trying to sing me a lullaby.


tomorrow is a fresh new start.
i promise to start it with a smile.

llwei~