did i make a wrong decision?

i think i did.

i think i did.

i think i did.

the head is spinning.
how can i rectify the problem?

i'm trying my best.
waking up in the wee hours before them, to make him clean

i feel so guilty for bringing unhappiness.
its my fault.
stupid me.
so stupid.

but still complains.
are my efforts not justified?
its getting tiring.